hur hurrr.. so naïve of me to tink it's good to be out of office for 2 days..
when I went back to office on Friday, stressed like siao pls. many emails to clear, so many queries to answer, basically, so many things to do. wad makes it worse is tt I need to keep asking my predecessor and ppl for help cos a lot of tings still dunno. and I dun like tt, keep troubling them like I v useless like tt..

somemore fri afternoon gt some event in HQ, so im like left with fri morning to do my work.. den after the event ended in the evening, mgr drop me a bomb. ask me to check the discrepancies of 672 officers, due on Tues. and the person she asked me to seek clarification from, is on leave on Monday. PLUS, she cannot really help me cos the info is confidential. wahh, I tell u... totally at a loss can.. soo, I gotta trouble predecessor again. and she told me to email her so tt she can look thru over the weekend.. she's nt supposed to be doing those work anymore ehh. felt really bad towards her.

den asst mgr told me tt there's sth urgent to settle when it's nearing knock-off time. the emails I drafted to ministers are like full of errors. as she went thru the emails with me, I was like totally disappointed in myself la. so I stayed until ard 730pm (when we can leave at 530pm on fri) to edit and make changes. im ok with staying late, but im nt ok with myself being so careless in my work. but wad touched me on fri was tt the asst mgr from another team came over to pass me energy bar b4 he left. it's a small gesture, but really quite gan dong. after tt, my asst mgr came over to ask me to go home alrdy, cos she checked with snr mgr and tt the emails are nt as urgent as it seems. den she keep asking me to go off.. but I really wanted to do finish first. den I dunno why, I started tearing.. hahaha.. den she sat down and tok to me, telling me it's ok to make mistakes and stuff.. after I left, she oso wadsapp me. :')

hmm, still learning to cope with working life and it's really nt easy here. hmm, ok.. it wont be easy anywhere. haha.
at times, I would doubt my capabilities and choice to end up here, and I wont tell my family abt all these stuffs, cos I suppose dad will see it as 'who ask u to go HR when u major in chem' kind of thinking. but at least, I have nice colleagues who makes work less dreadful. =)