i've been wanting to type this in a long time. and since the urge came, so here i am.

to A, thank you for organising meet-ups for the past 2+ years, esp in my first 2 years of uni. u guys had been my external motivation for studies. i like to receive random text msgs to jio me out for dinner after school. thanks for fulfilling my requests to go out after midterms/exams. i noe it's v mafan to organise meet-ups esp when diff ppl have diff opinions. but u still did it for me nonetheless. for tt, thank u very much.

to T, thank u for being in this 'clique' though i suffered quite abit cos of ur entry. but i noe tt's my own mindset and it's nt yr fault actly. thanks for showering me wif gifts randomly, for camwhoring wif me, for uds-ing me when guys dont. it's juz tt gal's ting eh.. hahaha. dunno if u believed it or not, but i tot of u while cooking ham n egg for my xmas picnic. stay happy and blissful.

to G, thank u for being an elder bro to me, for advising me at times though our opinions differ. haha. thanks for not getting into a quarrel wif me. LOL. but i still agree strongly wif wad i said. haha. thanks for those chats when we 'go for a swim'. hahahaha.

to K, thank u for agreeing to go out last sem. tt's my only 'social life' when i need to take a break from studying. but i noe u were quite reluctant and i understood yr position. thank u for those wake-up calls, nv in my life had i tot i would get a scolding from u. hahaha.

to L, thank u for not scolding me or anyting. 'silence is s golden' describes u perfectly. haha. but juz so u noe, the tings u did can affect me as much as wad they did. dun try to cover for anybody by magnifying yr actions. it hurts equally.

to L', thank u for those random chats on msn when i needed some neutral opinions and for investigating the cause of conflict tgt. hahhahaah.

to P, thank u for listening to my rants when sometimes it get emo at nite and for inviting me into another grp of frens. but i believe the tings u taught me, u have to practise them too. release the hate in yr heart, it will do u good as well. the opposite of love, isnt hate. it's indifference. because if u hate, it shows tt u still care. i dun mind being yr 'brother' when u get married next time. hahaha.

may the memories we had, etched in my heart and not replaced by the ugly ones if we continue going out. i think it's better for both sides, as much as i may miss those times we had. juz to clarify, we're still frens individually jus tt im no longer comfortable going out as a 'clique' anymore. let's juz spare each other the pain. Lastly, when i said the 'so-called threat', it wasnt meant to be one. it's becos i noe myself well. wishing all of u all da best in the new year.




and for the rest of u, dun judge. u dunno the shit tt i've gone thru. some tings, no matter how many times i've said it, u all wont believe. so stop asking cos u yrself alrdy have an answer to yr question.


may 2012 be a better year for all of us. =)