yays, i'm a happy gal tonite coz my ec tok to me. LOL. it's been soooo long since we last chat on msn eh, at least he still bothers to tok to me and rmb who im. lol. im nt expecting anyting more. =) it's also been a long time since the conv wasnt abt tt stuff.. so it was a pretty good chat, catching up wif each other. after today's conv, i realise there are actly happy times in genting, juz tt im too obsessed wif the unhappy ones. so im back to update!

the fondest memory i had there was on 2nd nite, when only vic, aaron, cao and me went back to the theme park at nite for more rides. cos it rained in the afternoon and we didnt play much in the day. they made me took the corkscrew roller coaster ride like 5 times! taking the front and back seats! omg. the scary part about taking the first row was a visual torture. cos u see the tracks and not ppl's heads. haha. and vic dun let me close my eyes. haha. as for sitting the last row, its the greater motion. u really could feel the impact. haha. but anw, ive survived, thanks to them. lol. oh they took the superman ride again wif me, cos i was feeling quite full when the rest took it in the morning. i scared i vomit. lol.



ok, the above photo has nth to do wif space shot. LOL. the most memorable ride taken in the morning was space shot. OMG, its my first time taking it. and i suppose it'll be my last.hahahaha.. damn scary ple. i screamed and shouted like nobody's biz and wad's worse? the seat i took was facing the queue.. LOL. unglam max. but it was FUNNNNNNNNNNNNN.. haha. thanks vic for encouraging me to take the ride!

ohh, i enjoy the first half of 3rd nite as well (b4 2am in the morning) when vic and i went into casino! yay baby. i managed to get in! i tink i look chao lao eh, cos the security guard didnt bother to check me. LOL. horng failed to get in despite trying many times. lol. yea, so vic gambled and i watched him play lo. but my heart oso beat very fast as if those were my money. lol. but in the end, he won like 150 ringgit tt nite! yays. im his lady luck. hahhahah, like real. it was really an eye-opener for me! though many eyes were on us. like xiao du gui, haha. and i koped many cups of milo in the casino. hahaha.
well, those are the happy memories i have frm tt trip tt i can recall now. and sometimes when i say sth like 'i wish we hadnt gone for this trip', i will tink back to these times and tell myself nt to say tt.

many tings have happened during and after this trip. though ive been told to stop mentioning abt it, i have been telling my close frens. it juz get too torturous at times and i needed to let it out. i want to hear ppl's pov too becos somehow wad u all say, dun sound as convincing and im nt as receptive to your words. hearing neutral opinions frm ppl outside the clique does. i know wad i shld do now. but if things get out of control, i may take appropriate actions.
i dun expect u all to uds wad's going thru my mind, becos i noe u all wouldnt. ct said maybe one day, u all will.
i jus wan to say thanks to those who bothers, who cares and who tries to solve tings during this period. and thanks to the many listening ears ive borrowed. and erm, thank my work for keeping me occupied? haha. but it really sux to need to put on a smile when u are nt doing so frm inside. haha.

and my dear fren, ytd was the first time tt yr pm showed yr frustration towards me, and i was childish enuf to rebut yours wif mine. since we both tot wad we tink are correct, we dun see the need to apologise.. but it still hurts, badly.