i wish tt i was smarter so tt i dun have to put in twice/thrice the amt of effort to get same grades or worse still, lousier grades than the smart ones. i m indeed v jealous of ppl who can get all 'A's so easily wif little effort put in.

my fren bought her medicinal chem tb (it's THICK!) 2 days b4 the midterms, and she gt like 96? i bought my tb much earlier and studied like crap still lose her..ok la, though i did well too, i feel unjustified. i noe hardwork may nt equal to good result, but wad i m hoping is that the ratio of amt of hardwork put in, to the amt of results paid back is 1:1

i had always been told since young tt i m nt smart..tt's y i muz use my diligence to pay back for the lack of IQ in my brain...h0w sad is tt..

in the afternoon, i checked my hp806 midterms result and i gt 32/40. (my fren gt like 39 and many many ppl gt around 37.) damn sad.. totally sian diao tt kind.. coz i had secret weapon..obviously tis kind of grade is nt wad u expect rite. hence, this explains the ultimate disappointment. but i juz saw on edventure tt we have to check the results again by the end of tis wk. i hope there's sth wrong wif my midterm marks..

i m putting hopes on my electives to pull up my core's grades. CHEMISTRY SUCKS. inorganic chem sux coz i dun uds wad's going on in lect. organic chem sux coz i dunno how to cut the molecules! i uds the lect notes, but when u give me a molecule, i dunno where to disconnect. =(

i shall be sooo dead for next mon's test.. ho ho ho.. i m prepared to say goodbye to my 1st class. anw, it shldnt be surprising. coz i m only barely there..

at tis point in time, i hope i had chosen NUS, coz only have 3 yrs to suffer. haha. yes. uni is THAT bad..

anw, my dad is now in Macau... boooooo... =((((((((