Friday, November 14, 2008
now that things have almost come to an end, it's time for me to relook at my mistakes and start things afresh perhaps. yq, u need to move on in life. life is nt all abt studying. u still have another chance. hmm.. dun sound very convincing. ha.
i guess tings happen for a reason. i nv relied upon my dad so much emotionally til tis incident happened. i nv fell so hard, besides when i was in sec 2. actually, i felt worse tis time. coz tt wasnt within my control. but tis time, i tink it's coz i expect too much of myself and i couldnt let go. i have lost my confidence and led to domino effect on other papers. this period of time is emotionally tormenting. had to go for exams knowing tt i wont do well. couldnt conc on studying for other papers coz i m a person who dwells on the past. (bad reason?)
yq, u need to change.
i m sorry for making ppl ard me worried. esp my dad. coz i woke up in the middle of the night feeling terrible. had to eat sleeping pills to have a good rest. my dear frens esp ct,tl,yl and mq, fengyi n jaime. n the guys. n my classmates.
walk wif me ;
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